Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Pupu: Dreams can be painful.

I had a dream last night.
It was a happy yet painful.

I have no idea where was the location.
But It was in a school - campus.

Well, It doesn't seem Malaysia-ish.
So, yeah, that's why it's called a dream.

Elle and I moved to a new school.
It's big.
Nice campus.
Full of whites.

We went into our room.
and we saw a white dude.
Well, I don't remember his name in my dream.
But He was skinny.
Brown haired
Freckles.
Not exactly the good looking type.

But He was friendly.
Very - friendly.

We got along with him.
He was like a good friend.

As We all know,
Pipi is younger than me.
So yeah, She's in a different class.

That white dude - our room mate.
He's in the same class with me- same age.

According to my dream.
We are studying art.
So we were painting.
Good Experience - in my dream.

And so It was recess.
We met up with Elle.
And Ate.

Nice food - exactly like what we see in the movies.

After we finish eating.
As we were walking.
We bumped into this group of guys.

and.
One of the guy.
Turned around.

I saw him.

and I hit him.

Do you know why?


Because he's my primary crush.
The person that I strongly had feelings for - last time.
He screamed
"Why do you hate me that much till you have to hit me?!"

Seeing him.

Was a big shock for me
and I don't know why
after seeing him.
I sobbed.

Hitting him harder and harder!

screaming at him

"You hurt me badly!"

"I was searching for you!"

"I googled your name!"

"Search for you!"

"but..you never appear"

Sobbing and sobbing.

He answered me back
sayin

"Oh Good"*sarcasticlly

"I will never ever like you anyway."

I was sobbing more.
sadder
crying harder.
-it hurts so bad-

Elle grabbed me.

Asked me to chill.

and comfort me.

The White dude.

comfort me as well.

But My eyes are still on him.
Looking at him. more like glaring.
and I was still sobbing.
Watching him.
Walking away from Elle, White dude and me

Still sobbing.

Elle went back to her class.

and The white dude and me were heading to our class.
I didn't feel like going to class after what happened.

So, the white dude was so nice
that he skipped class as well.
to accompany me.


Told you he was like a good friend.

Then, I woke up.

I was shocked.

The dream
felt so real.

and my eyes were a lil wet.

no joke!

-Pupu-

2 comments:

--BluEpaNDa-- said...

so sad.....you still have that crushing feeling?

Pipi & Pupu said...

million swt face to Bluepanda

-pipi-