Saturday, November 28, 2009

Nah here you go

all the missing updates.

1. Spent my day off with GDO (read : Girls day out) with Pupu.

Our plan was to shop shop shop. Actually it was mine, but hehe. We got bored around 4pm, and we decided we wanna go catch a movie. There's nothing much to watch.. besides New Moon and A Christmas Carol. But both was selling fast. And the seats were waaaay too near to the screen. Wudn't wanna have a stiff-neck later on >.> so we decided to pass.

After that.. I had a brilliant idea. I always do. :P I decided we should go lepak at Ji Mi, our mommy's place. Skipping the boring parts. Manage to get him on the phone, but he was playing squash.

Went to Justin's place instead. His house. Omfg nice. Don't get me started with his brothers. and camera. and his dad. T_______T

Dinnered with Ji Mi and Pupu. Ate banana leaf rice. Whatever that was, but it wuz awzum. I shall go there again next time with an empty tummy. :)


Work yesterday was the best day of my work days I guess. No guess. It IS.

It started off with a super boring day. One of those days where I just hope miracle would happen, I fainted, or just died suddenly (kidding), but mostly waiting for time to pass so I can either go for break or go home.

After break was.. was.. I have no words to describe but I love my job!

I happened to be the doorperson (omfg lucky). I hate hate hate being a doorperson because it's just so boring, and I hate standing like a dong dong outside there. T_T I'd rather set tables and clean them rather than standing outside.

Anyways, back to my interesting work day.

I saw a group of 3 guys, and one of em look so familiar. They were coming towards me (the restaurant la), and I was so omfg sure I knew that person just unsure.

Until I saw Zach, then I immediately went, "Err. Are you Robb?"

Yes peopleeeeeee! I met Robb. The Nuffnang RObb and I was so excited!

He gave me a weird look like the who-the-heck-are-you-and-how-you-know-me-look. And I told him I often read his blog and I click on it like almost everyday. He said something like "Oh it's good to meet one of my readers or something" I was so omfg happy my heart beat so fast, zomg zomg zomg. Even typing this now I am grinning. I am just so damn happy lor :D

After I showed them to their seats, I went like, "omg this is sooo weird." And he went something like.. "this is even weirder." He took out his cam (same cam as Wai Min's!!), and we started camwhoring (wtf. ok la it was just two pictures so not counted as camwhoring but that word sounds cooler like that! and the first pic turned out blur.) I looked like crap (work) but it's okay because I was still damn omfg excited.

After I took their orders blah blah, I went to my area manager, Mr Daniel and I went like.. "Sir! Sir! OHMYGOD SIR! U cannot believe what just happened!" Somehow he got damn excited also and he went to look over at their table LOL >.<

Zomg Zomg.


Today work was... empty. Saturday is usually filled with people, and most of the time it's always full house. but today... Lunch time was EMPTY. I went to work an hour early, don't ask why, and until the time I punch in, and also after about an hour slacking around, there are like less than 10 customers. Not even 5 tables I think. And from morning til 2pm, we earned like.. Rm100? So sad!

But from 3-6 we started earning more, about Rm2k+. And til dinner, we finally reached RM4k.

After that was just plain boring. I can sleep while standing. zzzzzzz.

Oh wait. I almost forgot.

I took a family of 5's orders today. They were such nice people.

To be honest.. I like taking orders from foreigners.

The ang mohs are the nicest people you'll ever meet.

Arabs gives the best tips.

Locals? Not too much. Most Malays are super nice, friendly and funny. Some are just plain piece or crap you would want to flush them down the toilet bowl.

Chinese? Don't let me get started with Chinese people. Fussy, choosy, picky, annoying, discriminating and judgmental.

Oh oh. The orders I took today for the family were Malays.

The grandfather came to the pantry to pay for their bill. And when he got his balance, he said, "For your excellent service.. Imma give you RM 5 as tips. Whoa. So hard to decline. but I have to, because the pantry dude was staring. And no personal tips allowed. I had to tell him that. So.. he gave RM2 as tips instead. T_T boo who.

but I feel glad! People like my service :D

Thursday, November 26, 2009

time flies so fast.

This was taken exactly two years ago. How fast time flies. In a blink of an eye.. 2 turfing years passed.

We always say how when we're a few years older, we won't be wearing what we're wearing now (then). We'd be wearing heels, skirts and dresses, and make ups.

And guess what.. That's exactly what we're always wearing now. Always cracking our brains for clothes, which I always ended up in hers, because the inadequate time I have for shopping..

And I guess now.. I will never leave home with my bare face. As in.. no make up. I just can't stand it! LOL.

This is us now. Gone back to the same place, with the same pose.

Two years later. ♥

Friday, November 20, 2009


She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me
And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, yeah
There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through
But she's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be
And I just want show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
Like shadows in the faded light, oh, we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize
And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
Baby, let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, oh, yeah
She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile

- this song is so sad okay! and somehow it relates to me :(

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Aiyah no suitable title for this.

I decided to remove the super anger post and pasted it in the private blog.

At least I felt better after typing everything out.

I did spill a little beans on my facebook status. Lawl. Go stalk! XDD.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Only you

can. :)

Honestly, I'm not really a fan of Archuleta. I prefer Cook then. And I favour non of Archuleta's songs. Why? Imagine EVERYDAY in school/class I practically hear people sing his songs until my ears felt like falling off my head. No offense, but yeah, it's THAT bad.

Or maybe... I just don't wanna end up die hard fans like them.. or.. DENISE TAN JUNE LYNN HAHA JOKE JOKE. :)) I still prefer Cook til now, ;)

But anyways, this is the ONLY song I like from him, which is You Can. It's a great song, honestly.

Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come
To those who wait

Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me, I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see?
Are these the eyes of someone
You could love?

'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, not it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love

Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know

This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself
It's you and no one else

If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Show me that good things come
To those who wait

Thursday, November 12, 2009


I was talking to Dinnish until we reached some part about being thankful or something, and he told me to give him an Amen.

Instead, I gave him a Ya Allah, and he said I PHAILED. It was suppose to be Alhamdulillahhh. Har har. How was I suppose to know.

Anyway, not really important la but I had a great laugh about it.

For today's weird customer, I had a table of Sami-s. All the way from Thailand one don't pray pray! Ok no pun intended. Pray wtf.

So, I had to take their orders la, and I had to give them the menus. Like, open it for them and hand it over. it's like some kind of courtesy and essential process of taking menus.

Ok anyway, Before I could even pass it to them, the woman (part of the Sami gang la, but she isn't bald. They're just in the same group) stopped me and she was like, "Eeeeeehh! Cannot cannot, this wan cannot. Just put it here, he will take himself!!" I was like.. "uh, okay then."

So fine. Then they ordered some rice and Steamed Chicken la, when their food's ready, I had to serve them kan. So as usual I'd take the plate and put it in front of them. but then the woman stopped me again! She was like, "ehhhh! Nevermind nevermind. This wan just put here only!" I was like uh okay again. And I was watching the woman and others, they kneeled down, took the food plate and sembah to them the food. My jaw literally dropped, and I was WTH-ing.

And I told Miss Yanie "Miss miss, tengok belakang!! cepatttt."

And she gave a weird look, and say, "Kalau dekat tempat dia takpe lah jugak. Ni kat restoran pun nak macam tu. Adeh."


And I wasn't allowed to touch anything when serving them. Something like tak suci ke apa lah I don't know.

But I am clean one lor! Sanitize. :)


Got screwed by my boss today because I asked her to release me early to lepak with friends. intially it was just Justin and Brandon (kot) and their friends la and they ditched him!! Pfft.

So it was just Justin.

Fun lah, but now penat kot.

Afternoon shift tomorrow! :)

But the bad thing abt afternoon shifts is.. I habis at 10. :( which means I'll be reaching home at... 11? Die T_T

The truth about my job

I think I am starting to hate it more, and I am getting tired-er everyday.

I have about 7 alarms, and it rings every 5-10 minutes. after the 4th, I totally ignored everything and went on sleeping, until I woke up, and to my horror, it was almost 10am! I panicked like hell, I ran out of my room, grabbing my towel and showered.

I left my home just before 10.30.

Oh yeah, I had morning shift today, which means I start at 11.

Thank God the road was freaking clear, I reached there in exactly 10 minutes! Phew.

So, I went there with my bare face and untied hair. I did everything in 10 minutes, and I punched in about 10.50+. heeeee.

But anyways, I didn't had anything for breakfast. I was really really tired and hungry, I couldn't stand up straight.

I was suppose to be the doorperson until I couldn't even concentrate because I was tired, sleepy and hungry. I stood out there like a dying leaf, can you imagine that? gosh.

So Miss Yanie asked Miss Aisyah to be the doorperson instead. :\

After my late lunch was worse. I had a little bit more than I should, and result.. I became sleepier than ever.

You know how it feels like after having a big meal, and feeling sleepy after that? Yeah, I feeling like that.

On top of that, there were hardly any customers also today. I can sleep while serving drinks :\

I think my hunger+tiredness+sleepiness makes people think that I'm getting lazier. D:

I am not! I am very dedicated (not) to my job. At least I really do things wan loh! But I think it's PMS la because I've been getting headaches, nausea, stomach cramps (sure got one), mood swings and all lah. Haih


My shift's in the afternoon tomorrow. But I'm still going to TS early to do some book shopping.

Since I started working, I've been a regular visitor @ Borders. And yea, obviously reading a lot too. That way is free. :D

Monday, November 9, 2009

Tear drops on my guitar.

I can really relate to that.


Sunday, November 8, 2009

Rant post.

Do not proceed if you don't want to.

But I haven't been complaining in days. Or weeks.

And I just realized I've been such an angel. :P I hardly curse and solemnly mean it. Except for just now, that was my first! XD

I feel like complaining. I've been bottling up my angers so much I can feel I'm about to explode. But somehow everytime I get angry and pissed, I will somehow forget about it half an hour later, or soon.

Why ah.. because, A) I get to go home already. B) I have my friends/sister visiting me at work.

I'm starting to get really used to working already, and thinking about the money I'd get and the thing I want keeps me alive n strong everyday. There are times (most of the time actually) I feel like quitting and just sit at home and chill out, lepak here and there. But I choose not to. Even JH said that "Usually ppl at your age will enjoy the holi kao kao. but why la you go work."

It's because I want it. And it is yet to come (please do not spoil my surprise for my dear readers though all my friends knows the IT).

Eventhough I hate my job to the max, I feel like murdering myself or faint on purpose, or even paying someone to kidnap me for fun and for real, I am dedicated to my job (cewah), and I do it properly.

If you already have a job, please lah, don't be such a sour grape. You're the one who wants the job, so do it properly!

I have many things to talk about actually, but I rather not because I am already not in talking terms with this person and I wudn't wanna make it worse -_______________- But seriously, I feel sort of regret working. because if I knew this would happen, I wouldn't even have the thought of inviting him, sorry to say, but yeah. I don't expect anyone to quit.

All I'm asking for is, if you have a freckin job, do it properly.

I hate it when the restaurant's busy, and I have tons of tables to clean and set, and customers on the other hand asking for bills, refills and such. While the other is just "busy" doing other petty stuff. Come on lah.

Aih, I really don't want to talk about this now.


Friday, November 6, 2009

Pupu: :D

You prolly can tell why I'm in such a good mood now. :D


Wednesday, November 4, 2009

I just haven't met you yet.

I'm not surprised,
Not everything lasts,
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in,
I talk myself out,
I get all worked up,
Then I let myself down,

I tried so very hard not to loose it;
I came up with a million excuses,
I thought I thought of every possibility,

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out,
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get~ mmm.......
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmmm ....

I might have to wait,
I’ll never give up,
I guess it's half timin', and the other half's luck,
Wherever you are,
Whenever it's right,
You'll come outta nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazin',
And baby your love is gonna change me,
And now I can see every possibility, mmmmmm....

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out,
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid, I'll give so much more than I get, mmmm....
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all’s fair
in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it,
we'll get it right an',
we'll be united


and I know that we can be so amazin',
And bein' in your life is gonna change me,
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmmmm

And someday I know it'll all turn out,
And I'll work to work it out,
Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Oh, you know it'll all turn out,
and you'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid to give so much more than I get, yeah
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet,
Oh, promise you kid,
To give so much more than I get.

I said love love love love love love love.....
I just haven't met you yet
Love love love .....
So doy day ay ay ay, ay ay yeah
I just haven't met you yet!



is ♥.

I've been there thrice since I started working, and I think some of the people there can recognize me.

Because when I ordered my usuals, I added an extra chicken nuggets today, and the dude went like..

"Eh, you working in Johnny's?"


"I see. How old are you, and how is the pay?"

"16 *cough* and it's pretty good, thanks :)"

"I see. Miss, since you always order here, nanti I give you our free voucher for bla bla *mumbles*"

Too hungry to listen. hehehee.

So okay, halfway eating, SURE got these people from some random college suddenly sit infront of me and start yapping about helping orphanage and bulls.

I mean, I do pity the orphans, but I pity the people who actually gives these random people money for the so called helping or fundraising the orphanage.

And while she's blabbing to me about it, I just munch on my Shrimp Supreme until one of the workers @ Wendy's eventually shoo away that random person.

She wuz like, "Miss, berapa kali I dah nak bagi tau you. Tolong lah jangan buat benda lagi susah. Banyak kali dah I bagi tau you."

Den the random person just left.

Last week, two dudes from UCSI came yapping to me about the same thing. -_______________-

Seeing the way these people dress up, you can obviously know it's fake.

That dude has tattoos stampered all over his arm, piercings on his ears, wearing skinny jeans with some oversized basketball shoes (I seriously don't know why people like wearing basketball shoes for outing. I mean no offense.. but shouldn't you wear it while you're in the game? And I find it weird seeing people with jeans and nice tops but when you look at their feet.. they're wearing some sport shoes. Gawd the ugliness). Oh oh, and he wuz wearing those rempit-sling-bags. Zomg, seriously without even thinking once, I wouldn't even donate a buck to him. Or them.

Oh oh, and Tuesday I think.. Or last week.

I was walking to TS.. Suddenly this dude, who passes out flyers and such, started touching me!

Not my vital parts (but I guess everywhere IS vital XD). He kept grabbing and tapping my shoulder calling me. I din even looked at his face. I just kept walking and brushed on my shoulder.. the part which he laid his hands on wtf.

To think abt it now, I'd have said this right in front of his face. "Do.Not.Touch.Me.FREAK."

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

My social life

is officially GONE.

I miss my friends T__________T

I realized I keep saying that, and I hardly tell them to my friends though I miss them like fatboy wants chocolate because I don't want to sound like I syok on my own missing them so much padahal they have their own lives n other *better* friends to care and miss. *sob

But anyways.. I got my vest today which is omfg big. Size L sial.

it makes me look like nothing but a stick with a large cape on it /wtf

And work's been nothing but tediousness. I can actually sleep while wiping the cutleries.. or even sleepwalk.

Not many interesting customers nowadays. or am I just losing interest in everything.

And I think I spend more than what I am going to earn wtf

But nevermind.

First week of Dec, I am gone. No wait.. maybe end of November kot. Because on 30th, 1st and second I is going to Melaka for some family holi-trip.

Auntie from Perak wants to go to some errrr.. lagoon? Idk.

Oh well. *massages own shoulder


Monday, November 2, 2009



Oh gawd. I know how I once said I hated Nando's for their uberly sucky service but I am begging to differ nowwwww!

Ya Allah please make Nando's call me pleaseeeeeeee!!!

After work yesterday mommy n daddy came to pick me up.

So for Din din, denise wanted to eat Nando's. So, we headed to Nando's AP to buy din din.

While waiting for my take aways, I asked whether they're employing for the Call centre. And they gave me some paper to fill up, and they say they would call me latest the next day. it's the next day already and I haven;'t been getting any calls besides texts!!

Which by the way my bus driver is being an unpleasant woman wtf.

I am praying. Ya AllahhhH!! T_T

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Pupu: Digi fAARks.

I went to LeisureMall and Tun Hong picked me up form there.
We went to drive thru McD ;D
then zoom to Bkt Jalil.

It was freaking sunny, and we had to queue under the hot sun
So Tun Hong went to his car to take his umbrella.
I saw Nicky there.
Then after that Justin came with his classmates.
Thank you Justin for letting us cut queue >"<
When the gate was open.
We were all practically squeezed like tuna
Those idiots from the back cant stop pushing
but once we got in, fushhhh Fresh Air~~

There's where the nightmare starts!
It was suppose to start at 6 but we waited like so effing long for them to come out.
While we were waiting, there;s this big screen playing random songs
first it would be Single Ladies,
then I gotta feeling, Everyone was singing along
after that Miley Cyrus's Party in the usa was playing and every1 BOO-ED

Ean and Natalie showed up, they gave some speech and left.
then we waited again
Suddenly this local dude came out and sang Teenagers by MCR
It wasnt that bad.

After that, some other local bands came out, after bands and bands of locals
every1 was finally so happy, cause next up's AAR.
We waited so long, AAR hadn't show up.

Suddenly, the crowd was singing
"Why are we waiting~ Why are we waiting~" with the nenenene bubu tune
It was hilarious
then we were demanding for AAR.
Every1 went 'AAR ~ AAR ~ AAR~"
Ean and Natalie showed up and asked us to be a lil bit more patient.
We waited.
The crowd waited.
But after waiting for so long, All of us got fed up.
and every1 started saying "DIGI SUCKS~ DIGI SUCKS!"
Yet it got me really pissed off because of the delay.

We were surrounded by smokers?!
and these stupid idiots that dance and push people around?!
We were basicly stucked together like tuna fish
and they still wanna push?

when AAR came out my mood was gone
After playing few songs, I just left the crowd with Tun Hong to grab some drinks
We didnt mind cause we saw them in world Stage already
Which was WAY BETTER
and moree organized.
and it was under XPAX :D


I miss my extensions T____T
Bye Hair.